October 2011
Imperfection
Church > lunch > photoshoot > home > work > now.
Had photoshoot for dance just now. And injured myself! My left arm is burning like mad now :( and it looks like I cut myself but no, it’s just cuts and scratches from falling and from the impact on the super rough surface :( so embarrassing. Feel so fat. Jordan and Paul couldn’t push me up :’( I feel so lousy about...
Q: what stops me from going on doing more? what stops me from persevering for this?
A: the fact that i know it’s not gonna be worth it and it’s all gonna be a waste of time.
thus, gonna give up doing it already, and gonna sleep now. don’t care what happens la. it happens whether i do it or not anyways. hahaha....
suplove:
I have so much clothes, but i always feel like i have nothing to wear, yet i always end up wearing the same things over and over again.
All the time haha.
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